Five Nightmares in One Night: Repeated Awakening

This morning I woke up normally and forgot my dreams. After a few minutes, sobs wracked my body and I was shaking so hard- it was all I could do to not scream out loud and sob in such a way that everyone in the house could hear. But it's still needless to say that it was still very loud. I went into hysterics and couldn't breathe. I had an asthma attack right there and then.

And I didn’t even know why. It was at that moment that I remembered the night I had. When I remembered the nightmares that happened- that I couldn't escape. I remember trying to end the nightmares and I prayed that the one I was in was the last one but was disappointed and let down. Again and again. They didn't stop- until they did stop. And in the most unusual way. That woman... She didn't seem like my mother. She looked like my mother, but she wasn't my mother. She was someone else in my conscious. An angel? Perhaps. A guide? Maybe. But someone other than myself was in my conscious- or perhaps she was just a manifestation of my conscious.

It really depends on whether or not you believe in a religion or not. If you do, perhaps you agree that an angel visited me to help and guide me. If you don’t, then you’re probably scoffing at my reasoning. And that’s okay. Let me tell you about my dreams last night. Truthfully, I am copying and pasting what I had sent to my friend earlier today through text: Dream June 29th 2016 I had the craziest dream(s) last night. Most were lucid. More like every time I thought I woke up I actually was just having a lucid dream. Like this one where I woke up at dads house and coco my dog was next to me and I was really scared due to my past dreams and so I walked out and there were a ton of dogs. I was super scared that they were going to try to bite me and kill me and coco or something (they were all puppies). Fortunately that didn't happen. In the beginning when I saw the dogs I freaked out and I thought they were gonna attack me so I took one white fluffy one (a poodle mix puppy) and grabbed it's leg and started banging it on the ground until it's spine twisted and cracked. But it never made a sound and just stood up again and started nipping at my heels (didn't really hurt just in a playful puppy way) like all the other dogs. I opened the door from my room and there were more dogs and I remember one was so scary it was like a chihuahua but it's eyes were pinkish orange and bulging out and took up more than half of its face. Then I remember turning back around because I remembered about Coco and I wanted to bring her to my dads room as well but when I turned around I saw the most horrifying sight. Her body parts were laying everywhere and her face had no ears and her tongue rolled out and she was dead. I remember being so horrified that I- I don't remember what happened next but guessing by how my dream switched I think I passed out or fainted from shock- or I went into a rage and started killing all the puppies, I forget. I remember another lucid dream of mine (the last dream I remember before waking up- really waking up) I thought I finally had woken up and I wanted to go to my mother's room because I was so scared by my multiple dreams (all which were so horrifying I couldn't even describe it) and my mom was downstairs so I went to her and hugged her and told her I was really scared which I was (and I'm crying right now with actual tears rolling down my face) and I was having nightmares and her friends were there (none that I've ever met) and they even introduced themselves to me but I ignored them after finding my mom and she hugged me back and told me "I know, baby, I know." And that's when I realized I was still in a dream and I despaired. "Shh," she told me and she said "I know it's scary but you have to last through it. Don't worry it's over now. You're safe with me." And she told me I was safe with her and nothing will happen in this particular dream (and I was so happy about it and I just prayed that nothing would happen to me anymore (God just now I went into hysterically a by trying to remember my dreams, they are traumatizing. I'm trying to calm down now). I don't remember what happened after that. Another lucid dream (also not really scary) I was looking for my dad and I walked down the stairs (the same house for some reason that was in the dream with my mom) and he was talking w/ someone for work. It was woman that I never really looked at. Just heard her speak a few times and then I think she disappeared because my dad walked over to me (I was on the opposite side of the staircase) and right when he said good morning (or something, I don't remember) he told me to get back and he pointed at the door and I looked and on both sides of the door where the glass is there were four men holding guns and aiming at us. I panicked and turned around and the same people were looking through the mirrors on the other side of the house as well. I don't remember how but then they got in (did we let them in? Idk) and one held a gun to my face and told me to go with them (they were flying) to a different world (or something) and I didn't answer. I asked them if we could wait (or something I just remember we were then upstairs w/ my mom and something was happening and I finally said okay I'll go w/ you) and I remember my dad saying "Don't worry, she's a smart girl. She'll come back." And I remember my chest restricting at that moment because I wasn't sure if I was coming back. And they guy then threw me a line and I held onto it and he was riding something that was flying and he started flying. But as he was moving forward I realized the line was getting longer and longer because it was slipping from its connection of the vehicle. I shouted that up and they told me to climb on and strap into one of the seats (there was no top and at the beginning I never thought of it as a lawn mower cause it looked nothing like it but apparently later on someone thinks it's a lawn mower?) and I did (as I did it was hard because we were going so fast) and I remember driving when we got to a V we could take a right or a left and we went left (under a tunnel) and once we reached the other side there was another flying vehicle but it looked like a police car and it shot out laser beams everywhere and we dodged it and continued and I remember going through another passage and I forget after that. The only other thing I remember is when we got there a ton of ppl were training and there was classes and it was like a paranormal superhuman training facility. I remember being in the bathroom and I looked in the mirror and I gasped because I couldn't believe what I saw. My face wasn't my face! I remember touching my face but it felt the same as usual but in the mirror it looked squashed and ugly and big and fat and I had a butt chin and a double chin and it was horrifying. And I screamed and told everyone this wasn't my face and I didn't look like this. And I leaned forward and tilted my head and at an angle I saw my true appearance and I was so happy I jumped up and said see! At this angle it shows what I really look like! Look! I'm fixed! And in the mirrors when I looked now I looked normal and I asked this other girl who I guess I became friends with and she told me I looked the same as before and I asked her if I still had a butt chin and she didn't know how to respond so she didn't and just said well that's how you look and you're very beautiful, if you'd like you can try some lipgloss (as if that'd help). And I despaired and said nothing can help this ugly face that isn't mine and no make up can fix it. She just told me I was very pretty and that everything was fine, which it wasn't. And time skip here because I forget what happened but I somehow got that "lawn mower" again to get back to my house so I could tell my parents I'd like to stay (and to see if I could fix my face) once I left the area my friend gasped and said "y-your face! It changed!" And I told her yeah well this is what I really look like not that jumbo wacko fat kid and she told me "Yeah, you really are pretty." And I told her thank you. And we made it back to the house and I told my parents that I liked it there and it was another world and I can continue my studies there and it was an academy sort of thing and that I would be back to visit. I left before they could say anything. Then we got caught by that police car thing and they asked if its a lawn mower and we said yes and then - skip this part cause I don't remember it - we were allowed to leave but for some reason now there were some popular blonde girl and popular boys who were kinda mean to one of my friends and I was kinda the peace maker because I became friends w/ a few of the populars (like two or three) while maintaining my previous friends. We got back and (finally my face was fixed!) it was dinner so I sat w/ my friends and I remember being torn between them and my friends from the popular table then I decided to ring my friends over to the popular table and I think they were able to have fun and then that dream ended (or at least that's all I remember of it). My next dream (I never actually woke up in real life) I was back in my mothers arms and I was surprised and I remember all my previous dreams so I was still a bit scared though I was happy my last dream was finally an good one and she told me "See you were alright." And I hugged her and then I despaired because she said "Now you have to go over there," we were in an airport or something "You're in college" I looked down and I had my regular twelve year old body. Then I realized that that's just the storyline for this next dream and she said "I promise it'll be fine. You'll be fine. Nothing bad will happen. I promise. You'll be fine." So I reluctantly let her go and I walked towards he group of people "going to college" as she said and I saw Addie and we were friends I guess. I sprinted with her towards the elevator (which were very fast) then ran towards another elevator when we reached an open area and Addie walked up to the place and asked where A-3 plane area was at and they pointed and she said alright then she told me where it was then she said she'd brb. So I sat down and put her and my stuff down. I chatted a bit until Addie came back and she pulled me with her and we walked to a river and I forget what she said but it was something sentimental and I remember just gazing at the river and sky a bit away from Addie and she was doing the same. I'm pretty sure the dream ended there. Some of my earlier dreams (who knows how many there were I only remember a few. And that last one with "college" I'm pretty sure was the last one. And now I'm pretty sure why my mom called it going to college was because I was gonna wake up after that dream. So she was sending me away.) were the really scary ones. I remember one I was with my friend Rama and (this one is very vague) I was in a room that I once had a previous dream inside of it. It was a nightmare. The dream that I remembered it was like a railroad playhouse basement (which was the exact same room I was in now) and I think Rama was in that dream when I had it as well (a year ago) and anyways so I was really scared as to what was gonna happen because I remember having horrid memories/dreams here in this room. I remember Rama said something vague (but I forget what). And because of my fear rising I really forget what happened but I'm pretty sure an ghost or clown or something jumped out at me and haunted me for the rest of that dream in that room. I had a few more in the beginning (earlier) but I forget them.

That is the end. As you can tell, it was a traumatic experience for me. One I will definitely not forget anytime soon.

Have any of you experienced something like this? If so, I’d love to hear about it. Thanks for reading.